Today Jack and Sophie (my dogs) were visited by a very big dog, a beast that was at least four times the size of both of them put together. Though they normally make a great deal of noise around the house, today, they were silent. I suppose that this is because they were hiding and the big dog was lurking.
My canines assumed that the visitor was an enemy. He intended to take their food, their freedom, the love of their master, and possibly their lives. Though he was actually a very nice and well-behaved creature, I do understand how they arrived at their conclusions.
First, the dog liked to play, and playing with a seventy-pound dog feels a great deal more hostile than playing with one that weighs ten. Every touch feels like a powerful attack, even if it is well-intentioned. And a mouth that is big enough to swallow whole dogs can never show its teeth playfully. And when a big dog wants food, it assumes that the contents of all bowls are theirs for the taking. It might just be energy and hunger, but to a small dog, every act of a much larger enemy feels like malicious intent.
This picture reminds us that we ought not to judge others by their appearance, and I could very easily conclude this post by saying that other people might mean well towards us, even when it doesn't look like us. But there was something else that I noticed today which lead me to a conclusion that might be more important concerning God.
In the process of the day, I spent much of my time steering the "enemy" away from Jack and Sophie. I did this with the disbursing of pats on the head and treats, and the calling of the other dog's name. It was a course of activity that kept me very busy. But I was busy with the big dog, and I had to wonder if Jack and Sophie were feeling neglected, even wondering if I liked the "intruder" better than I liked them. I wonder if they felt betrayed.
While I seriously doubt that all of these thoughts were processed logically, I am sure that they felt slighted and neglected, and really did wonder why I was not able to give them the attention that I normally would have. In essence (in a dog's way), I think they might have been judging my actions as much as they were judging the other dog. In doing so, however, I am pretty sure that they never once stopped to consider that I was paying more attention to the big dog than I was to them because I was trying to keep them safe from the real danger--which was only the uncontrolled size of the guest.
When I think of God and how He sometimes seems to pay more attention to other people than to me, I wonder if I judge His motives as simply as my dogs might have been doing. I sometimes see His actions in other people's lives as an indication that He loves them more than He loves me. What I have never considered, until today, is that He might be concerned with what is going on with others in order to keep them from being a danger to me. He might be blessing or disciplining someone, just to keep them away from me.
I realize this is an abstract thought. I can't prove it, but in some instances I can see that it makes a great deal of sense when I really think about it. It does with Jack and Sophie. If you know me, you know that I love my dogs and will do whatever it takes to keep a big dog from harming them, even if that harm takes place accidentally.
What is not an abstract thought, however, is that we do tend to judge God's actions toward us and others with a view that lacks knowledge and insight. What God does with His children (and with dogs, maybe) is try to protect them with whatever means is necessary. He will always love me, and every action that He takes will be consistent with that love. If I keep that in mind, I will scarcely be able to imagine that He is giving others preferential treatment.
Keep in mind, that when it comes to the love of God, there are no big dogs or little dogs. There are no big children or little children. With the love of God, it is one size for all. Big.